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[Finished February 19th, 2025.]

     My first full read of 2025 is done! As mentioned, I would like to do a write-up on everything I read this year: so today, I bring you my review of Passionate Friendship: The Aesthetics of Girls’ Culture in Japan (2012) by Deborah Shamoon. This book is a reread for me; I read it some time during 2016, and I think it was one of the major catalysts for shoujo culture becoming one of—if not my most—intense special interest. When I read it back then, my thoughts on it were quite polarized. Has my opinion gotten better or worse? Well, ah, to be frank…in some ways, yes, my opinion is little better. For the most part—no. I think it has somehow gotten rather worse, especially the harder I think on it; so, let’s dive in.

Introduction
      Passionate Friendship: The Aesthetics of Girls’ Culture in Japan (from here on out Passionate Friendship) is a book about precisely what it sounds like it’s about; but, I imagine, what it sounds like it’s about is only particularly apparent to a certain kind of person. What is “girls’ culture” exactly, and what does that mean in Japan specifically?

     As Shamoon states, girls’ culture, or shoujo bunka is “a discreet discourse on the social construction of girlhood” (p. 1). Adolescence is a social construct: “The concept of adolescence, and particularly female adolescence, is one of the hallmarks of modern industrialized nations, which encourage girls to delay marriage, childbearing, or entering the workforce, usually to receive higher education” (p. 2). Generally speaking, historically there was not really a transitionary period between adulthood and childhood; as alluded to, only modern industrialized nations could afford to have a large class of almost-adults who were not contributing directly to society. While the trope of rampant child marriage and the like in history is nonsense (in many societies historically, the average age of marriage or childbirth was in the late teens to early twenties; young by our standards, but hardly children), it is true that people often entered adulthood in a fairly abrupt fashion, and there was rarely “teen culture” as we think of it now.

     Girls’ culture in Japan began to emerge in the late nineteenth to the early twentieth century; “in the pre-war [pre-WWII] period, a girl [female child] became a [shoujo] [cultural identity] by attending an all-girls secondary school and by reading girls’ magazines (Imada 5), in other words, through a process of enculturation through [shoujo] bunka, which was created among girls in higher schools, mainly attended by daughters of the new urban middle and upper classes” (p. 2). (Note: Shamoon writes “shoujo” with a macron, but since this font doesn’t have that, I’m using the more normative—in casual writing—“ou” to render the word; so, I’m only replacing the word with a different spelling. I will also be doing this for other words with the macron). In other words, it consisted of the culture—and especially media culture—of the new social class of adolescent girls. While the context that birthed Japanese girls' culture as such has changed drastically (coed schools are the norm, manga magazines have subsumed literary magazines as the media nexus, etc), there’s still a remarkable link between the present and the past, which is much of what this book is about.

     Shamoon never elaborates on why this matters, but I have some suggestions. In a broader sense, what I dub “shoujo culture”—combining the English and Japanese terms—has actually had a pervasive cultural impact; especially in Japan, of course, but also in the United States and elsewhere. Much has been written on the influence of kawaii culture, for example—this has its origins in shoujo culture. (And, indeed—homegrown American equivalents of kawaii culture also often have their origins in American girls’ culture, although I believe this to be a much less pervasive and cohesive entity compared to shoujo culture). Anime and manga are becoming an enormous facet of the American media landscape, often subsuming our domestic media among the youth—this, too, has been much touched by shoujo culture. It can be quite illuminating for anyone with an interest in Japanese culture or pop culture more broadly to learn about.

      For myself, there’s the simple fact that so many of my favorite artists were shoujo artists, some of my favorite pieces of fiction were shoujo, many of my interests have their origins in shoujo culture—or my interests have some kind of deep manifestation within it (perhaps this statement will make more sense as we go along). Maybe it seems frivolous, but it is something I care about quite a lot and find very interesting.
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     This post is coming rather later than I had hoped…unfortunately, I’m coming to find everything I attempt to write takes weeks, at least. In addition to my usual executive dysfunction, I have also been rather busy, and there’s many things I’ve been wanting to do; it feels like, so far, all the lofty goals I had set out for this year haven’t amounted to much—but I can see some progress has been made, I suppose. But, one of my goals is that I wish to blog more and post less—on Bluesky, at least. Dreamwidth feels like a healthier avenue to let out my thoughts than Bluesky…slower, more thoughtful, more substantive, less addictive. And unfortunately, as of late, I’ve found the culture of Bluesky so utterly intolerable that I can scarcely stand it; even so, it still tends to distract me. That social media addiction is no joke, even if I have been much quieter over there as of late.

     I’d like to start filling my mind and my time with other, more productive things…at least to me. Admittedly, some of those things may not seem very productive at all; like, I would very much like to game more (and I’m growing a gnarly backlog…I need to finish Little Goody Two Shoes and Thronebreaker; play The Witcher 2 and The Witcher 3, replay NieR Gestalt and The House in Fata Morgana [although that kind of counts as reading?], get Felvidek—admittedly I’ve been really wanting to try Infinity Nikki especially since it seems you can ignore the gacha, although it feels too frivolous to justify…); and, of course, I want to return to my daily writing habit. But, perhaps my biggest goal in how I wish to spend my free time is that I want to read more again.

     I will admit that, controversial as it may be to say, I believe people grossly exaggerate the benefits of reading...the idea that it is some kind of inherent good drives me mad; a lot of books are, bluntly, junk, and I daresay many things people read are probably doing more to gunk up their minds than if they hadn’t read them at all. But, even so, I still love literature; and certainly, as far as nonfiction goes, videos and lectures cannot impart nearly as much information as even a short tome can.

     It feels like the gears of my mind have been a bit rusted for a very long time, making reading (or, more precisely, finishing a book—finishing anything!) a bit difficult. But this is something I want to work on, especially because, in truth, I do love reading. It is why I wrote a book, after all: more than simply having a low barrier to entry, I truly do love prose as an art form.

     For now, I’m making my general goal modest: a dozen books by next February, a book a month at least, pushing back my “New Year” a bit to account for January being a rough month for me. I realize this is a little pathetic when many people make it their goal to read numerous dozens of books—but twelve is still more than I’ve read in quite some time, and I want to choose a goal I’m confident I can achieve if I simply work at it. In addition to that, I want to give myself the space to digest what I’m reading; I want to avoid the usual pitfalls of reading goals, where people prioritize short or shallow books to inflate their numbers, or skim read. Especially since some of what I want to read is incredibly complex and dense, not allowing myself space to even begin approaching those things seems enormously counterproductive, to say the least.

     Probably more important than the quantity of books to my goal is the frequency with which I want to read, but…it has been a struggle. Already I have some designated reading time every day, breakfast and lunch (unless I get wrapped up in a conversation instead). I’ve already been using this time to help me jumpstart on this journey; I’ve been rereading through my friend Meg’s
Impavidus Cycle largely during this time, and I’m currently halfway through the final novel of the series, Impavidus proper. It’s been a wonderful way to get back into reading regularly—incredibly riveting, with characters I love, fantastic writing that’s beautiful enough to be engaging but not so obtuse that it takes great effort to read. It’s been very nice, being reminded why I love reading again. I have also begun another book, although unfortunately my progress on that is not as great as I hoped—a little under a third of the way through, but we are already halfway through the month (although luckily it is a nonfiction book, with multiple pages consumed by pictures—so it is shorter than it appears, and it is already quite short).

     Something I am trying to do is follow some advice I heard once, that to get into a regular reading habit, it is good to have “projects,” read books with a specific theme. Luckily, this is in fact something I have thought about for quite some time; I have numerous “projects” up my sleeve. The one issue is…well, I have numerous projects up my sleeve—some manageable, some incredibly large and daunting—and these are only for those which I have a good idea what I want to read.

     For my own sake, and perhaps if anyone else is interested (I suppose you must be if you’ve gotten this far?), I’d like to list some of my most concrete “projects” and what books I plan to include in them. Admittedly I’m a little embarrassed to; it feels like everything I’m most interested in reading at the moment isn’t what I’m “supposed” to be reading...but hopefully, mostly abandoning social media will help rewrite my mindset. Being around other authors so long, it seems there’s this expectation you always need to be reading other indie novels, or new releases; and while I do certainly want to read more of my friends’ books, at this point in my life I’ve no interest in keeping up with the market. For now I especially want to focus on things that are of particular interest and importance to me. Even if I feel embarrassed by those things...well, I want to banish my shame. I’ve real things to be ashamed of, I should at least clear the brain of nonsense...

     Now, after all this rambling, it’s time to get to the projects… Books I will be fully rereading are marked with an asterisk (since, as alluded to, more or less everything that I own I have read partially—my issue is more in the finishing…). These projects will mostly focus on books that I already own. Also, if you look at all this and think, “that’s a lot more than twelve books, why go through the trouble of listing numerous projects?”—it’s because I don’t plan to read through them all in this precise order. Although I know some people don’t like this methodology, at any point I want to be in the middle of at least a couple books at once.

Current Projects
Shoujo Studies Project — I think this one is so insanely specific that it requires some explanation for those who may not know me terribly well.

     Beyond those things that are so personal and important to me it may be inappropriate to call them special interests (religion and writing, namely), my biggest special interest is almost certainly shoujo studies. Not shoujo manga, although they are certainly an aspect of this, and what started it...I mean, in particular, the academic study of shoujo culture from the 1910s-1980s, encompassing manga and magazines and art and various other things. It’s something that fascinates and resonates with me in a way I can’t easily explain, and for a long time I’ve been wanting to systematically read through all the literature again, especially in hopes that I might be able to talk about it online more, as this is something I’ve never been able to much share with others. It occurred to me recently that it’s been four years since I read the most recent book here; so, I think it is safe to say the time has come.

     I’m starting with this project for a few reasons: as mentioned, there’s various things related to this that I’d like to talk about here, so I need to refresh myself. There’s also the fact that many of these books are fairly short—and, you may notice, every single one is a reread. It’s the perfect thing to start with, I think.
  • Passionate Friendship: The Aesthetics of Girl’s Culture in Japan* by Deborah M. Shamoon [Note: as of publishing this post, I am roughly a third of the way through this book.]
  • Age of Shojo: The Emergence, Evolution, and Power of Japanese Girl’s Magazine Fiction* by Hiromi Tsuchiya Dollase
  • Becoming Modern Women: Love and Identity in Prewar Japanese Literature and Culture* by Michiko Suzuki
  • Routledge Handbook of Japanese Media* edited by Fabienne Darling-Wolf [Note: This consists of many articles, not all of them relevant to my interests. I’m only going to read the few that are, and they won’t contribute to my final book count.]
  • Takehisa Yumeji* by Nozomi Naoi
  • Kawaii! Japan’s Culture of Cute* [Note: Again, it’s been a long while, but I can only recall a few parts of this book being relevant to my project, so if I read this it likely won’t contribute to my final book count.]
  • Various academic articles [Note: This is a catchall category, because there’s more than I can list, and almost certainly a wealth of new articles I’ve not read yet. Obviously, these will not count towards my book total—but perhaps if I read like twenty or something I can lump them together as one, we’ll see how it goes.]

Classic Literature Project — This project is rather thematically tenuous, and simply consists of the classic literature I’d like to read most, although this is certainly a nonexhaustive list. Most of these are full rereads, although some are partial rereads or wholly new additions.

     Funnily enough, a couple of these are actually related to the Shoujo Project; Western children’s literature laid the groundwork for Japanese children’s literature, with the earliest Japanese children’s books being translations of Western ones by Japanese missionaries. In my decidedly non-expert opinion, I think this influence is especially noticeable within the shoujo-sphere especially, with a number of these novels having been translated around when shoujo magazines began to grow in popularity, some even being published in them. But it’d be strange to put those there, despite the thematic ties.

     Also, most of these are original English language novels, but I’m including a couple Japanese ones for good measure; I used to be very obsessed with the Heian period, and I’d like to read some of those books again.
  • Jane Eyre* by Charlotte Brontë
  • Little Women by Louisa May Alcott
  • Anne of Green Gables* by Lucy Maud Motgomery
  • Walden* by Henry David Thoreau
  • Spoon River Anthology by Edgar Lee Masters
  • Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
  • The Canterbury Tales by Geoffry Chaucer
  • The Pillow Book* by Sei Shonagon
  • The Tale of Genji by Murasaki Shikibu [Note: This is the longest novel I’ve ever tried to read by far—roughly the length of the entire Bible for a (kind of, it’s slightly complicated) single novel. I think I got about 40% of the way once before giving up. It’s low enough on the priority list that I can’t imagine getting to it this year, but I imagine, if I ever do, this book will be a project in itself.]

Manga Project — So this is even more thematically tenuous, but is just a catch-all category for all the manga I would like to read and reread. I will admit, this may be a controversial decision, but I will not be counting any manga for my reading goal… This is not to degrade the literary value of manga, but rather just—considering the fact it takes me an hour or so to read an average volume of manga (taking my time, staring at the pictures!), and even a short book takes several hours to read, in addition to the great difference between reading prose and comics…well, it would just be cheating myself to pretend these are equivalent. Still, manga is a form of reading, and I would also like to keep some track of the manga I would like to read and reread. Also, I will say, this is one category I’m especially taking suggestions for, since I know many of my friends quite like manga; I’m mostly interested in reading slightly older manga (pre-2010s at the very least), preferably shoujo or seinen, typically with some sort of fantasy or romance component. Please note that while I’m willing to read scanlations, I do much prefer official (and especially physical) releases.
  • The Heart of Thomas* by Moto Hagio
  • The Rose of Versailles by Riyoko Ikeda
  • Red River by Chie Shinohara
  • Girls Last Tour* by Tsukumizu
  • Olympos* by Aki [Note: This and all the rest of the manga in this list, until the ones I definitely do not own, were in storage and not on me…so functionally speaking I don’t have them, but I will probably get them whenever I get my stuff in storage back. Which God only knows when that will be, but I have hope.]
  • Dolls by Yumiko Kawahara
  • Orange* by Ichigo Takano
  • The Poe Clan by Moto Hagio {Not owned.}
  • Star Clock Liddel by Yoshimi Uchida {Not owned.}
  • Sailor Moon by Naoko Takeuchi {Not owned.} [Note: Almost certainly one of my most egregious media gaps, especially as a self-avowed “shoujo fan”...I’ve never checked it out since magical girls have never especially interested me—sacrilegious, I know!—but I still need to try it. At the very least the art is so gorgeous, and I was told by the one person whose opinion I trust on these things I’d probably like it, so we shall see!]

Christian Mysticism and Theology Project — Easily the longest and most complex project I want to undertake, especially one that I have a set reading list for; I am sure I will be reading for many years to come, and never reach the end. I began learning about Christian mysticism a little under two years ago now, and it is what made me truly start considering Christianity more seriously—and what made me realize, in my heart of hearts, especially when I was being honest with myself, I was always truly meant to be Christian…unfortunately I was just raised in such a degraded form of it that I thought some of the most basic facets of Christian thought were something alien to it; but, that’s a post for another time.

     I’m not proud to say that, for some time now, I’ve struggled to fully embrace my religiosity, for exceedingly stupid reasons; it’s all just quite…alienating. I will not say Christians, as a particular group, are oppressed, obviously not; but, I will say—when nearly half of everyone within a twenty-year span of you is some manner of areligious, including more or less everyone you know, and virtually everyone thinks of Christians (especially when they try to openly and seriously engage with their religion) as simply the worst kind of Republicans and nothing else… There’s no need to tell me that’s weak-willed of me, I’m already well aware.

     But it’s time for that to change; so, here’s the start of me being more open about what I’m interested in, what I would like to read—which for now is largely a healthy chunk of The Classics of Western Spirituality series…but there’s a reason all the religious studies girlies recommend it, they have practically everything you can think of.
  • Hildegard of Bingen: Scivias
  • Hadewijch: The Complete Works* [Note: I’ve read through all of her letters, but not through all of her poetry; I’m probably going to have to find some particular method to do so, poetry isn’t exactly the kind of thing you can read through as with prose…]
  • Mechthild of Magdeburg: The Flowing Light of the Godhead
  • Marguerite Porete: The Mirror of Simple Souls
  • Julian of Norwich: Showings
  • Angela of Foligno: Selected Writings
  • Francis and Clare: The Complete Works
  • Meister Eckhart, Vol .1: Teacher and Preacher {Not owned.}
  • Meister Eckhart, Vol. 2: The Essential Sermons, Commentaries, Treatises and Defense {Not owned.}
  • The Cloud of Unknowing {Not owned.}
  • Birgitta of Sweden: Life and Selected Writings {Not owned.}
  • Pseudo Dionysius: The Complete Works {Not owned.}
  • Origin: Selected Writings {Not owned.}
  • Augustine of Hippo: Selected Writings {Not owned.}
  • Athanasius of Alexandria: The Life of Antony and the Letter to Marcellinus {Not owned.}
  • Bonaventure: The Soul’s Journey Into God, the Tree of Life, the Life of St. Francis {Not owned.}
  • Gertrude of Helfta: The Herald of Divine Love {Not owned.}
  • Teresa of Avila: The Interior Castle {Not owned.}
  • Bernard of Clairvaux: Selected Works {Not owned.}
  • Henry Suso: The Exemplar, with Two German Sermons {Not owned.}
  • Johannes Tauler: Sermons {Not owned.}
  • Catherine of Siena: The Dialogue {Not owned.}
  • Elisabeth of Schonau: The Complete Works {Not owned.}
  • Maria Maddalena de’ Pazzi: Selected Revelations {Not owned.}
  • Jacob Boehme: The Way to Christ {Not owned.}
  • John of the Cross: Selected Writings
  • Francis de Sales, Jane de Chantel: Letters of Spiritual Direction {Not owned.}

American Girl Project
— This one is, for the present moment, so short that I am unsure if I should count it as its own project…but I suppose it’s nice to have something that’s not remotely daunting, right?

     When I was a child, I loved American Girl—except, no, that is slightly a lie. I learned about American Girl through a friend I had, who had a “Truly Me” doll that looked like her. I thought the doll was beautiful; and, when I heard there were American Girl dolls with actual book series, I had to read them…except, I was poor, and I knew if I liked a series, I would want the doll of the main character. Because of this, I restricted myself to one series, one character—even one doll was a wild thing to ask for, but it was at least plausible. And so I chose a character in the most child-logic way possible: which one kind of looked like me, like my friend’s doll looked like her? I was lucky that there was one: Kirsten (I was not at all that blonde, by then—but I was certainly more blonde than now)—a simple decision that, by some bizarre twist of fate, changed the course of my life forever. I feel incredibly silly for saying it, but I believe it is true: the Meet Kirsten series is quite possibly the most influential piece of fiction on my life, simply because it is what birthed my interest in history, which in turn has gone on to shape…positively every facet of my life. Much can be said about the American Girl dolls and series: they’re commercialized, expensive, do not always handle their subject matter perfectly; but, at least in my case, they certainly succeeded in what they set out to do.

     Recently, American Girl has returned as one of my rotating hyperfixations; about a year ago, a YouTuber released one of those overly long video essays giving a
Kirsten retrospective (but unlike most videos in that genre, it was actually good!); and then, this last Christmas, Meg gave me a Kirsten doll to replace my long-lost childhood doll—and handmade her most iconic outfit for me! So now, doll in tow, I want to return to the books, and even explore the supplementary materials I never had access to. I’m curious at how they’ll hold up; although, if the video essay is at all accurate, I think I will still enjoy them very much, even if I am sure the writing will not, uh, precisely be up to my current standards (not to say that it will be bad—but much more simple than my current tastes prefer, undoubtedly).

     Again, I feel a little silly, being so engaged with something for such a young audience, at my current age…but I suppose perhaps, this, too, is a sign that I’m getting older, wanting to get lost in the nostalgia of my youth again (not to say I am remotely old—certainly not as much as I believe this sentence makes me sound). Even so, like I have said multiple times over the course of this post…I am trying not to be so self conscious about everything all the time. So I can eagerly read the books series for little girls made to sell expensive dolls, as a treat.
  • Kirsten’s Story Collection* by Janet Beeler Shaw {Not owned.} [Note: The American Girl books are short—very short, to the point where the entire six book series has a single volume collection that’s the size of an average novel. I don’t know if I will try to find that one, or get all the individual volumes; either way, due to their very small size, for the purposes of my reading goal, the entire series will count as a single book.]
  • Kirsten’s Short Story Collection* by Janet Beeler Shaw {Not owned.}
  • Welcome to Kirsten’s World, 1854: Growing Up in Pioneer America by Jamie Young {Not owned.}

Miscellaneous — So, I realize this appears to contradictory to the point of this endeavor…but, of course, I do have books that I wish to read within the foreseeable future that don’t neatly fit into some kind of theme, and I don’t want to simply ignore them for that reason—that seems rather foolish and, frankly, stupid. These mostly consist of books by my friends, although there’s also some rereads of books I used to love and want to see if they still hold up, and some other random ones…
  • Impavidus* by M.A. Vice [Note: As previously mentioned, as of writing this post I am currently about halfway through.]
  • Lord of the Night Realm series by Senna Byrd
  • The Fox and the Thief* by Jon Farrar
  • Lyla & yoU by Jon Farrar
  • Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation* by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu
  • The Book Thief* by Markus Zusak
  • The Fullmetal Alchemist light novel series by Makoto Inoue
  • Gothic and Lolita Bible: Volume 2 [Note: This is a mook, not a full book, so it will not count for my book total, but I am adding it here anyways, as my lolita fashion obsession is coming back with a vengeance. I feel blessed to own one of the few English Gothic and Lolita Bibles, and I wish I could get all, or even most of the volumes…unfortunately they’re so expensive now, I don’t think that shall be happening.]
     So these are all my plans so far... Normally, admittedly, I’m not terribly interested in doing full media round-ups as many of my friends do, as I frankly just do not always have much to say about everything I consume, and I think it would be rather uninteresting (and, to be honest, with the speed I’ve made posts like this thus far, it would probably be too time consuming…); but, I am thinking I will try to write up something on everything I read, at least, especially considering I’m focusing on books books and subjects I especially enjoy.

     That’s all I have for now; I am not very good at ending posts (another type of ending I’m bad at, I suppose), so thank you to anyone who read this far for some reason.

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